I had a dream last night, I was with my partner at an event & there were people everywhere. For some reason there was a waiter bringing us food & no one else. I felt a bit embarrassed & it felt unfair that we had food & others didn’t.

Yet the food that came was horrible. There was eyeball soup. The liquid was crystal clear & I was told by the waiter it was eyeball soup yet I never saw the eyeball. I felt ill at the thought & rejected the meal being offered.

On waking I contemplated the dream’s meaning & remembered I had been asking for psychic vision, for my third eye to open.

I had been reading about the ancient Egyptian belief that when entering the afterlife if you had eaten the eye of Horus you would be accepted into eternal life.

The next day I read that the eye of Horus was the opening of the third eye & true sight.

In my dream I was being offered what I asked for- for my third eye to open. To see truly. Yet I rejected this gift because I wanted to control reality. I can’t eat an eyeball, I thought. But that was because I wasn’t seeing clearly what was being offered.

This morning I saw a Michael Singer YouTube about how we try to construct reality to what we want & then get upset when it is otherwise. We don’t just allow reality to unfold & be in awe of its magnificence.

We focus on what we do & don’t want, and shape our reality by these narrow constraints. It is often our fears that shape how we see the world as we get stuck in this mental groove. We get stuck on an image we think is our reality then hold on tight as we are afraid of it changing.

I need to learn to trust what is here & now instead of rejecting what doesn’t fit within my narrow band of what I accept. I need to trust what is coming instead of fearing change that may disrupt my narrow version of reality.

I need to trust my soul. Accept & recognise the gifts as they are offered.