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Safety
I realised today I look for safety outside myself in the things & people around me. I “have” a partner. Hmmm have is an interesting word. We have made a commitment, but I don’t own him. He is not under my control. He is free to do as he pleases. I don’t really have him…
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Resting in trust
When I don’t trust myself I cannot find joy. I feel insecure & unsafe. I was looking for safety outside myself because I didn’t trust me. I was too scared to lean in & fall/fail. What if I say or do the wrong thing? It’s so tiring. When I don’t trust I feel like I’m…
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Trust
Trust is something I struggle with. Trusting myself & trusting others. Why is this? It is because I fear that when I lean back into the essence of myself I will fall into an abyss. I don’t know what I will find there. I don’t trust my deep inner core, so I build a wall…
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Holding on
I had been having dreams of needing to find a toilet & getting lost in mazes or finding a toilet, but it is so disgusting & putrid with excrement everywhere. When I could use it, the flush wouldn’t work or it will come back up spilling everywhere. I finally worked out what it is trying…
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Beauty & Pain
This came to me yesterday What is the point of beauty? It reminds us of the beauty inside us, our perfection. We see perfect beauty & recognise it as our true state. As an artist why would I create more beauty? I can’t compete with nature’s perfection. Do you think this flower decides not to…
A Little Art ‘n Soul by Taysha Barrett 