Tag: fear
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Drowning in fear

I had a vision of struggling to swim in the deep ocean, being dragged down by many layers of clothing. These garments contain all my negative thought patterns and fears. Heavy, thick, dark outer layers pulling me underwater and drowning me. Stopping me from experiencing the world as it really is. They are just something…
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Awareness is as awareness does

This statement came to me this morning as I fed the chickens and enjoyed the light gentle rain. As awareness I could filter my experience of the rain to feel fear or annoyance and act accordingly or I could enjoy the experience of getting wet and again act & feel accordingly. Each choice would create…
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Becoming the surfer

I asked the question today how can I reduce my fear and was told to learn to surf. Fears toss the body around like a stormy ocean. There are huge waves of emotion and the body wants to fight it. It’s like being a swimmer fighting the waves on a dark and stormy night. Drowning.…
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The river of life

I was shown today how much I am a dam blocking the stream of my life. I hold tight to people, places, things stopping their flow and mine. I see we are all interweaved threads, connected to each other creating a magnificent tapestry as all of our stories entwine. But more than that we are…
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Eye of the storm

Imagine there is a dot on a piece of paper. It is I am. This is me, you, everyone. Here I am whole. I am healed. I am love. There is nothing to do. Nothing to achieve. There is no separation, no pain, no suffering. There is only peace. There is love and total connection.…
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My house & the black dog

Last night I dreamt that I lived in a rickety wooden house on top of a grassy hill. The house was dark & there were old unused things outside like a recycling pile, possibly useful but mostly old junk. A handsome man had moved in next door & he came by & took some items…
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Safety
I realised today I look for safety outside myself in the things & people around me. I “have” a partner. Hmmm have is an interesting word. We have made a commitment, but I don’t own him. He is not under my control. He is free to do as he pleases. I don’t really have him…

